Missing.

My heart is beating in a different way
Been gone such a long time I don't feel the same
My heart is beating in a different way
Been gone such a long time

Will you miss me? 
When there's nothing to see? 
Tell me, how did this come to be? 
And now there's no hope for you and me?

My heart is beating in a different way
you've been gone such a long time and I don't feel the same
My heart is beating in a different way
Been gone such a long time

Do you still believe? 
In you and me? 
Are we all we could be? 
Is it meant to be?

My heart is beating in a different way
Been gone such a long time and I don't feel the same
My heart is beating in a different way
Been gone such a long time.

Sunset

I saw you again, it felt like we had never met
It's like the sun set in your eyes and never wanted to rise
And what have you done with the one I love?
When I look into your eyes, I see no surprise

I always thought it was sad
The way we act like strangers
After all that we had
We act like we had never met

We make believe, I've never seen your face, you neither mine
And catch my eye, just don't register a smile
You were more than just a friend, oh but the feeling
It never came to an end, I can't bear to see you

I always thought it was a shame
That we have to play these games
It felt like you really knew me
Now it feels like you see through me

When I see you again
I'll know not to expect
Stay one step away
We will have to wait

When I see you again
And I'm greeted as a friend
It is understood
That we did all we could?

I always thought it was sad
The way we act like strangers
After all that we had
We act like we had never met

I always thought it was a shame
That we have to play these games
It felt like you really knew me
Now it feels like you see through me

Did i, see you, see me, in a new light?

We visit a life we both left behind
Ignore the heart..
Move to the ever-moving
Or, blazin', we go over
And over and over and over again..

If I wait too long,
I'll lose you from my sight
Maybe tonight?
I could stop dreaming
And start believing in forever
And ever and ever and ever again

Reunion, reunion
Reunion, reunion

When it's burning inside do you give it up?
How long should I wait?
There's no need to hide, 

when there's
Only you in here

There's an end to us with someone else inside
You shine your light
There goes that feeling, won't let me see them
Never not ever, never not ever again..

Did I see you, see me, in a new light?

I will never be the same..

You trembled like you'd seen a ghost
And I gave in...
I lack the things you need the most, you said where have you been?
You wasted all that sweetness to run and hide
I wonder why?
I remind you of the days you poured your heart into..
But you never tried?
I've fallen from grace
Took a blow to my face
I've loved and I've lost
I've loved and I've lost

Explosions...on the day you wake up
Needing somebody and you've learned..
It's okay to be afraid
But it will never be the same
I will never be the same.

You left my soul bleeding in the dark
So you could be king..
The rules you set are still untold to me and I lost my faith in everything
The nights you could cope, your intentions were gold
But the mountains will shake
I need to know I can still make..

Explosions...on the day you wake up
Needing somebody and you've learned
It's okay to be afraid..
But it will never be the same

And as the floods move in
And your body starts to sink
I was the last thing on your mind..
I know you better than you think..
Cause it's simple darling, I gave you a warning
Now everything you own is falling from the sky in pieces
So watch them fall with you, in slow motion
I pray that you will find peace of mind
And I'll find you another time
I'll love you, another time..

Explosions...on the day you wake up
Needing somebody and you've learned
It's okay to be afraid
But it will never be the same

I will never be the same.

My blood..

                                     That feeling that doesn't go away just did
                                     And I walked a thousand miles to prove it
                               And I'm caught in the crossfire of my own thoughts
                                  The color of my blood is all I see on the rocks
                                                  As you sail from me

                                              Alarms will ring for eternity
                                      The waves will break every chain on me
                                                 My bones will bleach
                                                   My flesh will flee
                                      Please help my lifeless frame to breathe

                                   And God knows I'm not dying but I bleed now
                                   And God knows it's the only way to heal now
                                           With all the blood I lost with you
                                         It drowns the love I thought I knew

Alien.

Breaking my heart was never your intention,
Playing with parts too fragile in the ending

We have become alien,
I could write you a song that weighs a ton
We have become alien.

Stop and we start, asking all the questions
Raising alarm, a symptom of the tensions
Though we're unarmed, we fumble through the trenches
Taking apart all that we invented..

We have become alien
We have become alien
I could write you a song, that weighs a ton
We have become alien

We played the part til comfort's gone
Now the only language is loss
The language of loss

We have become alien.

I can't believe this is me...

How can you just say that you love me yet you leave me alone
You said these walls were here to protect us, but it's still not a home
All these questions that are burning inside with answers I'll never know
Cause you're the only one who knows how you feel, but you're not letting me know

What is it, love
Can I help you
I see where this has gone and what it's coming to
I look to you, and now..

I can't believe this is me
Where I can touch and not feel you
I feel I'm lost in a dream
Between what is and what seems
Having to face not to need you
You know you owe it to me
How can you think we don't need you
I'm tired of running away from my fear and the day
That our life has no meaning
Without a word or a reason
Like a coward, you're leaving

Sitting here inside an empty room that was filled with us
Only boxes to define what was left of what we used to call love
It's sad that after all of this time, you have nothing to say
and the only thing that you could've done, you choose to walk away

I'm thankful, love
I don't hate you
'Cause I'd rather live and know than what you put me through
I needed you
Somehow

I can't believe this is me
Where I can touch and not feel you
I feel I'm lost in a dream
Between what is and what seems
Having to face not to need you
How could you do this to me
How could you think we don't need you
I'm tired of running away from the fear and the day
That our life has no meaning
Without a word or a reason
Like a coward, you're leaving

A girl can dream...

Coward.

Say Goodbye...

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low, the curtains down
There's no one here

You said your lines but did you feel them?
Did you mean what you say when there's no one around?
Watching you, watching me, You're one lonely star,
One lonely star you don't know who you are..

I'd always been in love with you
I guess you'd always known it's true
But you took my love for granted, why oh why?
The show is over, say good-bye..



Make them laugh, it comes so easy
But when you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart
I'll Hide behind my smile, all the world loves a clown
I wished you well, I could not stay
You deserved an award for the role that you played,
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
One lonely star and you don't know who you are..

All the world is a stage
And everyone has their part
But how was I to know which way the story'd go?
How was I to know you'd break,
You'd break my heart

I'd always been in love with you
Guess you'd always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye..

It is an art form...

It's not my fault, It's not my fault, It's not my fault.

As adults, we have many inhibitions against crying. We feel it is an expression of weakness, or femininity or of childishness. The person who is afraid to cry is afraid of pleasure. This is because the person who is afraid to cry holds himself together rigidly so that he won't cry; that is, the rigid person is as afraid of pleasure as he is afraid to cry. In a situation of pleasure he will become anxious. As his tensions relax he will begin to tremble and shake, and he will attempt to control this trembling so as not to break down in tears. His anxiety is nothing more than the conflict between his desire to let go and his fear of letting go. This conflict will arise whenever the pleasure is strong enough to threaten his rigidity.

Since rigidity develops as a means to block out painful sensations, the release of rigidity or the restoration of the natural motility of the body will bring these painful sensations to the fore. Somewhere in his unconscious the neurotic individual is aware that pleasure can evoke the repressed ghosts of the past.

Crying..

When someone cries so hard that it hurts their throat, it is out of frustration or knowing that no matter what you can do or attempt to do can change the situation. When you feel like you need to cry, when you want to just get it out, relieve some of the pressure from the inside - that is true pain. Because no matter how hard you try or how bad you want to, you can't. That pain just stays in place. Then, if you are lucky, one small tear may escape from those eyes that water constantly. That one tear, that tiny, salty, droplet of moisture is a means of escape. Although it's just a small tear, it is the heaviest thing in the world. And it doesn't do a damn thing to fix anything.

You ripped me in to pieces so small, 

I wasn't even sure i still existed..

Whenever I get gloomy with the state of the world, I think about the arrivals gate at Heathrow Airport. General opinion's starting to make out that we live in a world of hatred and greed, but I don't see that. It seems to me that love is everywhere. Often, it's not particularly dignified or newsworthy, but it's always there - fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, husbands and wives, boyfriends, girlfriends, old friends. When the planes hit the Twin Towers, as far as I know, none of the phone calls from the people on board were messages of hate or revenge - they were all messages of love. If you look for it, I've got a sneaking suspicion... love actually is all around. 

A guy & a girl can just be friends...

But at some point or another they will fall for each other...

Maybe secretly.

Maybe temporarily.

Maybe at the wrong time.

Maybe too late.

Maybe Forever.

We live in a generation of, not being in love...

When a good thing goes bad it's not the end of the world
It's just the end of a world, that you had with one girl
And she's the reason it happened, but she's overreacting
And it's all because she don't want things to change

So cry if you need to, but I can't stay to watch you
That's the wrong thing to do
Touch if you need to, but I can't stay to hold you
That's the wrong thing to do
Talk if you need to, but I can't stay to hear you
That's the wrong thing to do
Cause you say you love me, and I'll end up lying
And say I love you too

But I need someone different
You know it, oh ho, you know it
Oh ho, you know it, we both know it
I need someone different

We live in a generation of, not being in love, and not being together
But we sure make it feel like we're together
Because we're scared to see each other with somebody else.

Revenge

Pain, I guess it's a matter of sensation

But somehow

You have a way of avoiding it all

In my mind

I have shot you and stabbed you through your heart

I just didn't understand

The ricochet is the second part

Cause you can't hide

What you intend

It glows in the dark

Once you've sought

The path of revenge

There's no way to stop

And the more I try to hurt you

The more that it hurts me

Strange

It seems like a character mutation

Though I have all the means to bring you fuckers down

I can't make myself

To destroy upon command

Somehow forgiveness lets the evil make the laws

No you can't hide

What you intend

It glows in the dark

Once we've become

The thing we dread

There's no way to stop

And the more I try to hurt you

The more it backfires

Just what you think of him...

If he loved you
Like I love you
I would walk away in shame
I'd move town
I'd change my name

When he watches you
When he comes to buy your soul
On your hand his golden ring
Like he owns a bird that sings

When we dance, angels will run and hide their wings

The priest has said my soul's salvation
Is in the balance of the angels
And underneath the wheels of passion
I keep the faith in my fashion
When we dance, angels will run and hide their wings

If I could break down these walls
And shout my name at heaven's gate
I'd take these hands
And I'd destroy the dark machineries of fate
Cathedrals are broken
Heaven's no longer above
And hellfire's a promise away
I'd still be saying
I'm still in love

He won't love you
Like I love you
He won't care for you this way
He'll mistreat you if you stay

I had a dream last night
I dreamt you were by my side
Walking with me baby
My heart was filled with pride